it's hard to have someone to love...

fallnforyou @ 2007-05-08T13:08:00

2007-05-08T17:24:26Z

life throws us punches; let's roll with them.

i'm ready. ready to move on. maybe i'll be moving on to bigger/harder punches, but hey, i can dig it.
sometimes people suck and like i said before, count on them to let you down, but in the same token without a companion, we'd be lonely and personally loneliness is a worse feeling, an empty feeling... blah.

im ready. and im pretty sure the rest of you 2007 kids are too. take those punches like a champ! we'll be ok.

muchos gracias.

fallnforyou @ 2007-04-24T14:11:00

2007-04-24T18:18:45Z

i went to prom saturday...
with this boy...

and we had a lot of fun....

but now it's almost time to graduate and i'm not sure how i feel about that. well, besides thrilled to death. i guess i'm a little sad, but only because i thought that graduating, and leaving the people who have been there since i was 12, isn't as sad as i had planned. and maybe that's because things have changed and the amount of people i thought i would miss have dwindled to few. oh brother. not to mention i have learned a lot in high school, nothing that will help me pass classes next year, but about the people i'll encounter throughout life and here it is, THEY'LL LET YOU DOWN. not everyone, but be careful... don't have too much faith in people, you're just becoming prone to a let down, a heartbreak, or even just a shitty feeling for a bit. anyway, i will miss everyone that will read this im sure, but just so you know i'm not going to be very far away, 45 minutes isn't terribly far, so if you feel like you need a jill fix, i'm here.

ps... i dont think all people are bad, so dont think i'm a cold hearted bitch... honestly, i think people are good until they prove otherwise. i think i'm just a little bitter about this graduation thing, but also more excited than words can describe.

love: me

fallnforyou @ 2006-10-08T21:27:00

2006-10-08T21:27:56Z

oh yeah... so im going to be 18 soon... and

IM HAVING A PARTY... A DAMN COSTUME PARTY AT THAT!

october 21... only from 8-10, so be there at 8! lol

call me if you wanna come... i'll get you some directions... we'll dance the night away! ;)

fallnforyou @ 2006-10-08T21:10:00

2006-10-08T21:24:39Z

so this weekend wasnt great, but i went to tall stacks... which i guess is pretty cool since it only comes every 4 years or something... i made my own fun b/c im not much of a sightseer and not a huge fan of the music they had, so i had my own fun, made a silly fool of myself and prob. embarrassed my comrades, but they had fun too...

tall stacks.
shes my best friend... she acted silly w/ me a lot of the time. gangstas?!

we did a photo op for a little while... it was fun!
he's a huge fan of the camera < these 2 love eachother... lol >

we like looking like aliens i guess?

and the boats... if you can even tell... my camera doesnt exactly work at nite?????

fallnforyou @ 2006-09-20T19:47:00

2006-09-20T23:52:13Z

so all seniors should keep in mind... TAILGATE ON FRIDAY... BE THERE!

and basically that's all...
i'm playing guitar... its my SEAP and i cant wait to be kickass at it... ha, i prob. never will be, that's why i'll play when me and my friends are all drunk and dont give a damn...

im ready for college... im not rushing my senior year, but then again im so over high school and ready to move on.
but shit, i havent done shit for college, i havent even taken the damn ACT... fuck man.

this is jill saying so long everybody. : )

fallnforyou @ 2006-09-08T14:55:00

2006-09-08T19:09:47Z

last weekend... what's to come for this one???

^^^^ NICE TRY BARONS... MAYBE TONIGHT???? ha. COOL SCHOOL SPIRIT SENIORS.... YEAH BITCHES! '07.

now... some fireworks??? hmm....

. <he was the captain? and i was the first mate... haha >.

JOE DIRTE?!??! OHHHH AAHHHHHH

there's more, but i'm just that lazy... hope you enjoyed your long weekend and are ready to enjoy this weekend!

much love.

I'M BAAAAAAAACK. :)

2006-09-01T19:19:32Z

havent done this in forever, but here goes... school's started and im sad. but think it may turn out to be a decent year? i did some other lj readings and began to recap my summer... here it is...

1. Had a RELATIONSHIP?
made some new friends?

2. Kissed someone?
i did.

3. Cried?
most definitely.

4. Wanted someone you couldnt have?
maybe could have them, but never said out loud i wanted them?

5. Been to the beach?
cumberland shore... hahahaha

6. Been to a party?
surely

7. Talked on the phone all night?
not all nite, but a good portion of it.

8. Stayed up all night?
well of course, that's what summers about.

9. Went shopping?
a few times... no huge sprees

9. Been out of state?
cumberland, haha

10. Went swimming?
not a lot

11. Been hit on?
sure, but it wasnt pleasureable... ha

12. Been asked out?
not to be a girlfriend.

14. Asked someone out?
nahh, not my style

15. Got in a car with a stranger?
not a complete stranger

16. Lost someone close?
not this summer.

16. Slept in someone elses bed?
i did, well their futon, but that counts too.

17. Had someone sleep in your bed?
of course i did... what kind of hostess would i be if i didnt?!

18. Got drunk?
DERRRRRRRRRRR

19. Been to a club?
nooooooooooo.

20. Been grounded?
nope.

21. Fell in love?
'course not

22. Regret something?
this summer i was pretty good.
no regrets, just did some silly stuff that silly girls do.

23. Been dumped?
didnt have anyone to be dumped by?

24. Lied?
yeah, mother and father, didnt really need to considering i basically lived by myself, but still did.

25. Done anything against the law?
technically... lol

26. Been camping?
no

27. Got in a fight?
yelled, didnt throw any punches

29. Stayed at a hotel?
did not.

today....

2005-10-27T18:46:48Z

I GOT IN NHS!!!

big accomplishment... congrats to everyone else who got into NHS today!!

goin to disney on ice in a few hours... haha

this weekend..

2005-10-21T20:30:17Z

so today sucked... failed my english test
called in sick to work and the lady bitched...
i'll probably be fired by tomorrow.

but cant wait for tonight... GE game... we'll get dominated,
but i'll be there supporting my baron boys... and then im
goin to a party w/ some of my best friends... it should be a
really good time... lets just hope i dont get in trouble!

pretty happy rite now!

love me.

btw... MY BIRTHDAY IS SUNDAY... :)

people these days... ha!

2005-10-11T02:06:24Z

pretty good weekend... took a mini roadtrip... yeah, pretty good... anticipating a good weekend this weekend too.

so, i have this new friend at work... it's really a funny story, but it just makes me laugh, because when they say "it's such a small world"... it really is a small world.

haha... wow.

pretty gay entry... i was bored.

love.

fallnforyou @ 2005-09-26T17:11:00

2005-09-26T21:15:45Z

*TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey*
Name:	Jill
Birthday:	10-23
Birthplace:	Cincinnati
Current Location:	Amelia
Eye Color:	Hazel
Hair Color:	Brown
Height:	5'3
Right Handed or Left Handed:	Right
Your Heritage:	German...
The Shoes You Wore Today:	Soccer sandals
Your Weakness:	A boy who can sing & play guitar for me
Your Fears:	Snakes... some other things
Your Perfect Pizza:	Cheese
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:	NHS... and at least a 3.5 gpa
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:	lol
Thoughts First Waking Up:	"I dont wanna go to school..."
Your Best Physical Feature:	My smile i suppose
Your Bedtime:	Whenever I go to bed
Your Most Missed Memory:	My brother playing guitar
Pepsi or Coke:	Diet Pepsi
MacDonalds or Burger King:	Burger King
Single or Group Dates:	Single, but group is fun too
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:	mmm... I dont drink tea all that often
Chocolate or Vanilla:	Vanilla
Cappuccino or Coffee:	Coffee
Do you Smoke:	Not regurlarly
Do you Swear:	Yes
Do you Sing:	Occasionally
Do you Shower Daily:	Yes
Have you Been in Love:	Nope
Do you want to go to College:	Yes
Do you want to get Married:	Sometimes
Do you belive in yourself:	Most of the time
Do you get Motion Sickness:	No
Do you think you are Attractive:	Some days I do, some days I dont
Are you a Health Freak:	Not really
Do you get along with your Parents:	Definitely
Do you like Thunderstorms:	Very much so
Do you play an Instrument:	Not really
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol:	Yes
In the past month have you Smoked:	Yes
In the past month have you been on Drugs:	Yes
In the past month have you gone on a Date:	No...
In the past month have you gone to a Mall:	Yes... I actually work at the mall
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos:	No
In the past month have you eaten Sushi:	No
In the past month have you been on Stage:	No
In the past month have you been Dumped:	Nope
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping:	ha... No
In the past month have you Stolen Anything:	No
Ever been Drunk:	Yes... many times
Ever been called a Tease:	Not to my face
Ever been Beaten up:	No
Ever Shoplifted:	Yes
How do you want to Die:	In my sleep... with the love of my life next to me
What do you want to be when you Grow Up:	Corporate Events Planner
What country would you most like to Visit:	This one
*In a Boy/Girl..*
Favourite Eye Color:	Doesnt matter
Favourite Hair Color:	^^
Short or Long Hair:	Medium... idk
Height:	anywhere above 5'8 or 5'9
Weight:	Idk... bigger than me
Best Clothing Style:	Whatever
Number of Drugs I have taken:	2 or 3...
Number of CDs I own:	however many you want
Number of Piercings:	no more than 1
Number of Tattoos:	2 or 3
Number of things in my Past I Regret:	hopefully not too many, but that's their deal...
CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!

fallnforyou @ 2005-08-04T11:24:00

2005-08-04T15:32:37Z

i had a great nite the other nite... best in a LONG LONG LONG time!
thanks everyone.

but other than that, nothing goin on... i quit soccer... :/ im happy i did, but kinda wish i wouldnt have gone the entire summer just to quit and feel like it was somewhat of a waste. but whatever... im done and relieved.

and ive been helping a lot of friends out lately... it made me happy that im being called to talk to and hear about their problems... im glad i can help and i love helping my friends! :)

thanks,
<3

fallnforyou @ 2005-07-23T11:41:00

2005-07-23T15:49:33Z

dont want to get my hopes up, but i think im getting a jeep!!!!!

as long as i can learn to drive a stick and i save some more money... its cherry red and realllly nice... so yeah, im pretty freakin excited!

love you all.

2 updates in a row! whoaa

fallnforyou @ 2005-07-23T00:31:00

2005-07-23T04:49:17Z

i never update, but heres one.

so maybe i can be stubborn... and yes, SOME OF THE TIME i did do it to myself, but for the most part i was NEVER called... if i knew what was going on its b/c im the one who called, but whatever... thats all over with now and i dont want to argue or anything like that about it.

the other thing... sorry what i said upset you, but i was just being honest... and the only reason i said it was b/c when i talked to chels it sounded like it was goin to take a hell of a lot longer than a few days for her to get over it, but hey, shit happens. but if the 4 of you are cool with eachother thats great... im happy for you... ive gotten used to it.

one more thing... im a little irritated that people think that drama would have been started had i come to the after party or whatever... i dont start drama... im usually just involved and never can figure out why, but thats just me... sorry.

so everything ive said here can be read by anyone... and like someone said, if you dont know what im talkin about and dont think id be comfortable telling you then dont ask... and im honestly not saying this to start anything or be mean or stubborn or anything like that... just to get some things off my chest... so please nobody take any of this the wrong way...

thanks
love me.

fallnforyou @ 2005-06-29T13:04:00

2005-06-29T17:15:36Z

does anyone know who that one model gisele or jisele... i dont know... she models for victoia secret and shes like engaged to leo di caprio...

anyways... my day was completely made and i was in the BEST mood after i was told that i look like her. i mean except for the fact that shes skinny and a model... but i was told that i look a lot like her...?

ha wow... so im in a good mooood.(except for i go to work in like 1 hr. grr)

anyone doing anything tonite... let me know.

fallnforyou @ 2005-06-27T18:48:00

2005-06-27T22:58:33Z

summers been decent...

went on vaca
ive been working a lot
soccer started last week

havent really done much else... hung out w/ friends a couple times... need to do a lot more of that!

anyone have anything exciting to say, b/c i sure as hell dont.

love, me.

and in the night we'll wish this never ends, we'll wish this never ends...

2005-06-01T04:36:36Z

so... its a school night and its 1:00 and im not close to being tired. exams tomorrow... screw them... im not going... well actually we'll see.

I CAN NOT WAIT FOR THIS LAST DAY OF SCHOOL TO JUST COME AND BE OVER WITH!
i think im goin to go crazy.
im so ready for summer... i really cant wait!

the other night i did the most amazing thing. i loved it and will do it again... and probably again after that. and its things like that, that make me over anxious for summer to just be here.
"Be glad of life, because it gives you the chance to love
and to look up at the stars."

well, thats all ive got for tonight.

love, me.

fallnforyou @ 2005-05-18T15:17:00

2005-05-18T20:29:43Z

so, im a day or 2 late as far as my thoughts for the '05 seniors go and here they are:

i hate it... i dont want them to go.
to all of you... i love you, A LOT! even if i rarely talked to you, you were still part of the best senior class i will ever know and i want to say thanks. thanks for everything, the parties, football games, basketball games, everything. you all taught me a lot, things that i will never forget and things that will help get me through my senior year. so many great memories with so many of you, memories that mean sooo much and i will never ever EVER forget. if theres one thing that i want to suggest, it's take risks, because you just never know. take care and keep in touch.
i love you all.
i expect to party with all of you this summer... make some more memories.

<3 always,
me.

ps... to the corner boys... although i hardly talked to any of you, know that you were a big part of my fun this year. i will miss you all a great deal and wish you all the best of luck! and dont worry about your corner... we'll take good care of it. lol

btw... i just learned that im not the only one who wants to party like we did summer of '03... i cant wait!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

fallnforyou @ 2005-05-04T19:59:00

2005-05-05T01:08:40Z

ive been out of the LJ loop for quite some time.

things have been pretty good... great even!
now im just ready to get out of school... the only down side of getting out of school is the seniors leaving... i dont think im ready to see them go.

and right now im having mixed feelings about some things... :/

i cant wait for this summer... its gonna be great!

i love you all.

fallnforyou @ 2005-03-31T20:45:00

2005-04-01T01:52:28Z

so this will prob. be my last entry for a while...

has anyone heard that song jack and diane? well theres a line that says "hold onto 16 as long as you can. changes come around real soon, make us women and men."

well that line made me think... and then it made me sad...

so, i just thought i'd tell all of my 16 yr olds lets make this fuckin year last and lets make it awesome... cuz the years arent goin to go any slower... only faster and i want to make the most of each and everyday... i cant wait to come home and spend time w/ all of you people whom i love so fuckin much!!!

its good to hear that everyone's had a pretty good spring break '05... i sure as hell did!!!!

love you all!
<3... me.

fallnforyou @ 2005-03-26T15:16:00

2005-03-26T20:18:06Z

so, once again i havent updated in forever... but just so you all know... IM IN FLORIDA!

i love it... absolutely amazing! beautiful weather and what not.

but yea... it's pretty amazing and im having a damn good time so im out... later kids!

<3... me.

MISS YOU ALL SO VERY MUCH.

fallnforyou @ 2005-02-25T23:01:00

2005-02-26T04:04:32Z

ok, so i know i havent updated in 10000000000000000 days, but im still alive n kickin... haha

i've been enjoying everything that's come my way the past 2 weeks... except exams and im pumped for tonite... acutally about 5 min.
yeahhh.... so, i really dont have anything to say and i dont have any pics to post b/c im just not that cool.

so, im about to go chill w/ my girls... have a lil too much fun... then watch the wiz. of oz. hahahahahahahahaha

k thanks... love you guys... bye. <3love.

and i just thought i'd add that im in love w/ my friends!

fallnforyou @ 2005-02-02T16:36:00

2005-02-02T22:44:41Z

so, yesterday was a wonderful... WONDERFUL day.

i went to the dentist... no problems there, my teeth are good... lol. and then i went to the eye doctor... i made an appointment to get my eyes checked and then me and my mom went shopping... I GOT SOME NEW SHOES... they're so pretty... lol.... well then a little later i go see the doctor and now im offically four eyes... only partial four eyes though... i dont have to wear the glasses all the time... so i guess thats an upside... but still the day was great! i didnt have to go to school at all and it was just perfect!

then today in spanish i had freakin dejavu... and i heard that dejavu means something... like somethings supposed to happen or something?? well, nothing happened until im leaving school after play practice and i see him..... the one who emails me and makes me all crazy again. yes, i saw him and he saw me... and it was so akward, i thought i was goin to pass out. we didnt say anything to eachother at all... but i know he knew it was me b/c as he walks away he looks back. ahhhhh... i hate this, but i miss him... grr... well, yeah that was pretty much the only thing that happened to me today. sorry im boring. :/

but i love you.

im sorry i cant be perfect...

2005-01-31T00:37:38Z

so, this weekend was pretty damn good, although i missed probably one of the best girls nites ever... im pist about that shit, but maybe we'll remake that nite this friday. and the basketball games were good... i wasnt in the basketball mood this weekend though, i was tired or some shit. and then after the mc nick game i went and hung out w/ some of my beautiful sophomore friends. it was fun... something we'll have to do more often.

downfall to the weekend however...

i know it's probably my fault, but i hate how i'm his convient girl... he gets what he wants when he wants it. i know i'm not the only one who's been in this position, but i just wish that i could find a guy, so i wouldnt have the option of going back to what i know is wrong.

and im feeling sick... verrry sick...

<3 all of you so very much

fallnforyou @ 2005-01-22T16:01:00

2005-01-22T22:13:29Z

it seems i always update on the weekends... any other day i dont really have anything to say! so, last nite... BARONS BASKETBALL kicked ass... it was alot of fun.... we dressed up as the hillbilly's that we apparently are and kicked ass. i love how that works! and then after the game we had no idea what to do, so we went to steak n shake and then went and got some movies and then to schrags... all n all quite a nite....

i would really like to do something tonite, but im afraid i will be stuck at my home... booooo.... but anyways... i wanted to update and tell you of this little drama that i encountered.... ha, well on new years eve i made a few drunk dials... and i made one to a certain someone from last year... you all know who im talking about b/c i told all of you how he hung up on me and his wife called me back n shit... haha... well i havent heard from him since i got hung up on and then today i check my emails and what do you know... there it is, an email from him.... all it said was hi.... im tempted to email him back and say um... fuck you buddy... and that will be the end of all of that. well i just thought i'd share that little bit of bullshit... ill be on my way now... everyone have a WONDERFUL saturday nite.... i love you all so very much!

<3.